In the past few years, life has not been easy for me. Every year brought new challenges which further pushed me to my edge and last year i just wanted to die. Every day felt like dying, i couldn't sleep at night and remained awake staring at the ceiling and i felt like i was being crushed under the gravity of my own thoughts. I tried pills but that didn't helped. A lot of shit went down last year and all i needed was a hand to rescue me out but there was no one at the horizon except the idea to start writing my thoughts on a paper then burn it. I did it till i start feeling a bit better about myself but even that was not helpful. A single thought could trigger my anxiety and would just come creeping upon me. I looked at the beautiful sky after rain and all i could feel was loneliness. I just wanted to die but i was also a coward because bleeding myself out was a scary thought. But the thoughts didn't disappeared.
This new series would explore the internal battles, feelings of isolation, and struggle with darkness that many experience in the times of depression. So this series is basically my account on depression, a part from my diary, my life. The main aim behind writing these is to cure my own depression and to let dear reader know that you aren't alone. Write your emotions and look forward to making this year great again. The poems in the series so far are:-
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