Stars in Summer Sky

below the star stream across the sky

the milky way looked beautiful tonight

its just the sound of your sighs and ocean waves

and my hand in your hand covered in sand

there were firefly around

dancing and shinning in darkness

as you look at me with a tender gaze

then pointing your favorite constellation in the sky

Written on- April 23, 2025; 9:15pm

This poem is part of "Daisy Summer: A Poetry Series". It is about Campus Confessions muse. 

Summer Nights

at night,

i escape to the roof

and count the stars that are present

and match them to a count when my lover was here

every summer brings back memories

when i saw the yearn in those eyes,

begging me to not leave

and promised to the stars in the sky

the sky is same

constellations decorating my night

and moon is still hanging around

except my love has become foreign

Written on- June 6, 2026; 8:55am
This poem is part of "Daisy Summer: A Poetry Series" and is about "I Sent The Text:Part-I" muse, who showed me cosmic love and shared passion for astronomy with me only to disappear on me.

Fire in My Dreamland: The Prologue

one night a fire broke out

in my dreamland

the stars that i glued to the ceiling 

they all fell down

after burning like a comet

and crashing onto me like a weight i must carry

Written on- November 26, 2025; 8:09pm

This poem is part of "Fire in My Dreamland: A Poetry Series". It begins with the metaphor of stars crashing down, tying the feeling i discussed in "Astronomy: A Love I Could Never Have" poem of mine. This poem lays the foundation for gentle readers to understand the inner turmoil in the mind of this poet. 

The Promised November

the promised november never arrived

it's still the same covered in fog

and smoke from the old world

when my life was at crossroad

november's blood moon

and stars told a different story of my fate

i die every night and think about it

when my god promised to love me more

This poem is connected to another poem of mine titled "November 8 and Eclipse". In that poem i talk about two events happening on same date. On one date, somebody went to heaven and on same date something good was promised, maybe a conversation related to eclipse. Again, it is very deep and has connection to astronomy. But before the promised november could arrive, the new connection this character had found with somebody faded away or you can say that the savior decided to leave. 

November 8 and Eclipse

my elegy-

my muse covered in death

my wistful cry for help

innocence in her eyes

her last words and hug with a embracing smile

promises made and promises fade

8th of november, when moon turned red

the curse would lift but my roses turned black

the great eclipse returned and claimed another laugh

death of me inside

my lover absquatulated me by that time

lost two souls

on and by-

november 8 and another goodbye

two different years but same eclipse

cursed my sky, stole its shine

About this poem

Written on- November 7, 2024

This poem is about two most important people in this poet's life that i had lost on and by November 8, 2022. I believe in astronomy and this poem certainly has ties to the certain events. This is all  i can tell you. 

Related poems: The Promised November, In My Dreams, Endless Echoes

Astronomy: A Love I Could Never Have

everyone is going to their place of dream

their pen and papers screams pride and dignity

and in the fate's script it only talks about my failure

my efforts led me to nowhere but my defeat

i'm envious of everyone who got to follow their dreams

i learnt about the stars, galaxies and cosmos

so one day i could steal a portion of their shine

to add in my name

learnt a language to study in a foreign land

but my dreams collapsed, i cried, i state

Written on- May 20, 2024
This is the original version of my poem "Cosmic Longing: Un Amore Irragguiungible". Even though i wrote this in 2024 but when i thought my message was not clear in this piece, i re-wrote an entire new poem. Even though the message is same, i treat this one poem as different. It speaks of the heartbreak the earlier one failed to speak. In other words, i should've just stick with this one.

Looking at Stars

just looking at the stars

my curiosity reaches its high and

tells me to fly through them

i will enter the interstellar space-

a place between the stars

that will send me love for coming trillions of miles apart

the love which is different

from the one that you get on your planet

where bodies are buried everywhere and ashes in the soil

the love which is different 

that will never hurt you and

one can dream of it after death

just looking at the stars 

makes me want to fly through them

for once i can't wait for everything to end

About this poem

Written on- February 9, 2024

This poem has been sitting in my drafts for over a year now and i never tried to finish it until today. I had to edit some lines to match the setting of this poem. This poem is about escapism, the kind of escapism one can have through death where i feel like their soul will fly through the stars. Whenever i look at the sky, this has always been my wish. 

Cosmic Longing: Un Amore Irragguiungibile

everyone flying high above the clouds

a gasp and i fell on the ground,

my blue ink is now red, glittering with tears

their blue ink fought the great war, the real winners

pain for evermore caused by the dagger,

a dream so grand, an epic defeat

a search party sent into the woods,

i pray now & then to rise

a latibule to reverse the augury

ended up in a chimera

someone set fire to the woods

suffering from asphyxiation

learnt about the twinkling lights in the sky

learnt about the script that was never mine

i dreamed to be so high, stargazer is just a word now

my dream shattered, i cried

an excruciating pain

Written on- July 24, 2024
It is a poem birthed from the inner turmoil in my head that is never at peace. It's about trying your best, giving your everything but still ending up in a shitty place, knowing the pain that comes from it is here to stay and will haunt you for evermore because when you finally accept the defeat, you look for reasons, reasons to stay here and reasons to stay sane everyday. To be honest, this is actually the second version of a poem that i was originally started to write but that one is now a whole another poem and its called "Astronomy: A Love That I Could Never Have" because at that time i was feeling a lot of things. Like crying at the thought of being stuck in my life, for never getting to chase my dream, for being a loser and that thought still continues to haunt me.