Sad Amorist

This poem is about how this poet felt during a period when someone he cherished and loved deserted him while he was trying to sense of the upcoming storm which eventually swept him and his dreams away down to the valley of sadness, making him a sad amorist. However, this poem is open for gentle readers interpretation. There is beauty in pain. There is something lovely about sadness. 

i am a sad amorist

who seeks to understand the love songs of the bird

the stories, the notes they sing that are open

but less understood at the same time

a deluge of emotions that leaks a stream from my eyes

i am a sad amorist

who seeks to look for the storm in the silence of a river

the tranquility that seems to exist but not at heart

obliviousness of the age, my dreams torn apart