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Crying Sky, Silent Heart

staring at the sky, pink-blue

that just cried its eyes out, dark-maroon

emptiness from the inside, don’t know what to do

close my eyes or hide inside my room

i cry in veil

as the man cut my wings

the defeat led to my feet

his actions, his words

still haunts my existence

should i stay or die?


About- This poem is about loneliness that i penned looking at pink-blue sky and instead of feeling love all i could do was question my existence and this feeling is scary. 

Flowers at My Funeral

on a ship wandering on seas

a sea of peoples seeking for peace

i asked them,

“if the ship went down, which flower should they use at my funeral?”

he said lotus

but I said lavender

she said peony

but I said sunflower

out of the crowd someone screamed out,

“use a bouquet”

i asked ‘why?’

he rephrased it and said,

“idiot they all mean recovering and peace”


About- This poem is about seeking peace through all the chaos in your life. So keep looking for your stolen peace.

Ashes of Our Love Affair

my firm belief in your words

that i believed it to be true

you played your games

but hid your troops

“i love you”, is what you said

but it lacked the feeling of you

memories i woven on a tangle thread

but you burnt it down with me and you

 

ashes from your fire reached my crown

and our ill fated love reached oblivion

i tried, you tried and we both screamed at the sky

now that you’re gone, my cries cannot reach to your sky

my friends seek pleasure in my pain

my lover died before the age

my eyes cried in longing of you

searching closure but pain is here to stay


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "hoax" and is about Betty grieving the loss of James who died fighting in the war. She is missing him yet still standing up for herself because James cheated on her, which is something she can't forgive him for but she knew he loved her and it was Betty herself who couldn't love him again and now that he is no more, she has realised she loved him as much he loved her. 

Tomb of Unrest

high rising waves crashing on my tomb

the tomb of stone i built on my grave

a sailor on a sea on a ship with no sail

i carved my story on stones with my nails

 

in a well where my savior’s hands feel shorter

escaping this town is only way move forward

sun never rises in my forever cold world

peace is something you will long for in my world

 

so

i’ll try

i’ll fight

i’ll love

and

i’ll die


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song, "peace" and is about James leaving the town because he couldn't forget Betty and is depressed. It is after that he decided to go on The Great War as a way to escape. I wrote this poem based on my emotions that keep reminding me that my fight for peace is a never ending torture. 

To Die or Return

in your void

i hear voices

that guide me to places

an escape from my messes

 

“lift up your gun son

and run to the battleground

seize their cannons

and come back to the town”

 

enemies on the shore

is back to kill you once more

the death you escaped before

is back mi amore

 

so the voices said,

“fight like a hero

roar like a hero

die like a hero

or come back like a hero”


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song, "epiphany" and is about James going to fight in war to forget Betty while he is depressed. 

The Color of Betrayal

like scene in an old cinema

they expect me to let down my guard

to let my fort infiltrate by their soldiers

and execute me like a witch on the holy ground

and if i found someone to count stars with

then i'm to be crushed by your stones?

 

if i stand up for my belief

if i stand up against a liar

if i stand up against a cheater

if i seek explanation from him

to clear the gray haze that he brought upon me

they imposed the title of "mad woman" upon me

 

colors are a merry mirage

i speak words true in this hearing before you

sky color is not permanent

leaves color is not permanent

your pink painted sky turned gray again

and leaves green lost their color in fall


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "mad woman" and is about Betty moving on from James and finding someone new while everyone keep calling her mad woman.

Under the Same Daylight

pain that still exists in my lips and veins

blood was thick but lighter than my weight

your mornings, my nights

my mornings, your nights

heaven arrived at my door

when you moved by the lake

 

now under the same daylight

now under the same moonlight

sunflowers I planted point to your place

heaven told me,

“it was fated in the first place”

 

i wandered through the woods in my head

i drifted on an ocean made of my tears

always in search to find way out of gray haze

and so he painted my sky pink

when he stood by my grave


AboutThis poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song, "invisible string" and is about Betty being nostalgic that how her and James story came together, after what her abusive father did to her. James painted her gray world to pink and showed her love and what tied them together was a red string. 

Funeral of Our Love

standing on altar

they said “greatest lovers united”

bejeweled in ‘shiny stones’

later to be thrown back

at me in courtroom

 

my obscured vision of love

i’m stripped off your ‘lover’ title

how did we get here? My love

from singing together at our wedding

to you playing at my funeral

 

trying to put back the bricks

that you once threw at me?

 

realization struck you

when I’m gone

your efforts will go waste

but dear you succeeded in saving your face

your tears of regret won’t dry any sooner

my love wasn’t an illusion

you will share my tears

but I wish you well

and someone who will share those tears

About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "my tears ricochet" and is about James funeral who has died after battling with depression. 

Wait and Weight

birds have nest and they call it home

but you sneak from my back door

in fear of your girl

when you can leave her

and we can build our home

 

you take the path away from plain sight

you use perfume to hide fragrance of our love

this affair born from match fire

and is burning my skin

tell me is the wait eternal? and

will the weight continue to grow?


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "illicit affairs" and is about Augustine asking James to stop sneaking around behind the back of Betty and just come and live with her.

Rebekah

loudest was the music from her parties

loudest was her audacity

to come in a town

and challenge the town’s rules

stole neighbor’s dog

and sent a clear message

 

her degraded reputation

and unnoticed kindness

got her a tag of mad woman

never scared of bringing change

Now a role model

For women in her age


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "the last great american dynasty" and is basically about Betty moving out of the town to a house on Rhode Island because she kept missing James. In the song, she is telling the story of a woman who lived in that house. In the song, it's Taylor telling the story behind her 'Holiday House'.

Dissolve in Darkness

darkness that once I befriended

is pulling its strings and laid down it’s plans

the tales I recited following the shadows

of his and her, my and their life

are being used as a canon

to shatter decomposed walls

who plead me to say “yes”

 

with every single breeze,

with every single breathe,

i refuse to kneel before defeat

in my cold barren land,

every season feels colder

but I’m looking at horizon

waiting for that summer

to let the dear readers know

“i’m trying not to dissolve in the darkness,

that eternal excruciating peace”


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled, "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album 'folklore'. The poem is based on the song "this is me trying" and is about James fight against depression. I penned it based on my fight with the depression by combining it with the element of the song.  

Glassy Heart

Dear readers,

i now recite a tale, a poem,

 

aviothic wishes, made from the glass

to hang in the hall, where peoples dance

if i rephrase it, i'm a mirroball

i carry the weight of my emotions and thoughts

 

the moon dancing around blue earth,

a mirroball in the space

shinning bright till the eclipse hit it

i'm fine till the mirroball breaks

 

i know i'm in pain but i'll still smile

shine like a star that never turns dark

you know,

the star has a work to do,

because down there somebody is looking for

something to look at

to calm their inner storm & be at rest


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "mirrorball" and is about Betty trying everything she can to get James attention, while she is in pain probably because of her abusive father. The poem however does not limits itself up to here because it is also about celebrity culture.

Cinematic Reveries

our long lost love in depths of time

our story like a folk tale

started with a kiss and ended in a torturous goodbye

will passed down in time

to be recited for generations

was never too pure and dark

 

in my wistoragic periphery,

i saw you come and leaving

i wonder,

what if our mondegreen conversations

never led us to different places

what if you would've been the one?

the one i would dance with

the one i would host parties with

the one i would sing my songs to

the greatest love of all time in our own movie?


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "the 1" and is about Betty accepting that their relationship has finally ended.

Oblivion's Train

(James)

bid farewell to this town but

search for closure brought me back again

i thought you would wait

was love a joke to you?

"how could you move on?", i asks myself

my sighs louder than the wolves howl at night

seventeen is just a age, i regrets my mistakes

you were my essence, soundtrack to my life

now i see you dancing with him at the ball

the lament in me for our lost love never faded

i always believed you would come back to me

 

(Betty)

the train didn't stopped and reached oblivion

your ambivalent decision led to our demise

throwing back words at me

saying there were no signs

while i carried the weight

and you had your perfect summer love

an absentee, a cicada your whole life,

now at thirty, you ask me

"how could you? how could you move on?"

i gave you chances after chances

while i was dying from the inside

the pain your betrayal brought me

memories still haunts me at night

i tried talking to darkness

but she felt bored hearing

my missing and crying

after you absquatulated me


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled, "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "exile" and is a conversation between Betty and James after they meet each other, years later they broke up  when they were teenagers.

The Regrets Road to Lake Harmony

the train wheels stopped at a station

and the roads leads to lake harmony

my homestead, the town my memories roots run deep

the air feels fresh while the sun is overhead

walking down the road, it brings me to a house

where a friend of mine once resided

i faded away from her life when i was eight

i try to summon her face but

her haunting childhood flash before my eyes

seven but her abusive father left her traumatized

stranded in an ocean from which she can't swim out

 

she would sit alone in her room

playing with the dolls wearing her mother's cardigan

and whenever i saw her, she would just smile

all she could wish was to fly high in the sky

too young to know the right steps

i wonder about her whereabouts

and is she fine?

i should've ran away with her

to a place far away from her father's reach

to a place in the mountains

where the cold winter feels like summer

where she would've spent time singing like crazy in valleys

where no one would've dare to hurt her again


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled, "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer" which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. The poem is based on the song "seven" and talks about Betty's childhood. I wrote it from my perspective as if i'm her friend.

Seeking Forgiveness

Sorry will only pierce another spear in your heart

Forgiveness is all I seek to drown again in your eyes

17, yet torn apart by this lover affair

Wish your friend’s words were her another lie

Slept by her side, never lost your sight

Rusted your summer, visited you in dreams

I feared of him taking you away

I took the wrong step

That led me where I stand

At your porch

At your party

Seeking for forgiveness

Waiting for you

To curse out your anger

Or kiss me again


About- This poem is part of my poetry collection titled "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer", which is written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "betty" and is a letter from James to Betty, begging for her forgiveness after he came to his senses to realise he fancy her and not Augustine.

Spears of Betrayal

Your actions speaks louder than words

Your desertion of me this whole summer

Brought me to end of my life

You said you love me but hid her on the side

Traitor and betrayer lack the feeling

To describe your actions

While I was struggling for breathing

Darkness of night became my new friend

Slept alone, telling her our folk tale

I painted in my head

Like an old cardigan one refuses to wear

I carried the weight with spear in my chest dear

I let the porch light turned on

But you showed at my party with another spear


About- This poem is part of "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer" collection of poems written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "cardigan" and is a letter from Betty to James that how she waited for him whole summer while he was with Augustine.

August Knocked at My Door

yesterday august knocked at my door

today he is once again here

and asked me if I’m fine

with every week, month, year passing

the time continues to count days dear

since you sail on your ship to seek peace

leaving a part of you engraved in me behind

 

stole my peace,

pushed me into the storm

who once was oxygen

is now a poison pushing me to grave

never ever before my eyes punctured at night

never ever before i thought of goodbye

i knew the risk i was taking

i knew how it would end

yet i chose to love you for your words

i still do, i fear


About- This poem is part of "Folklore: The Folk Tales of Summer" collection of poems written based on the stories sang by Taylor Swift in her 8th studio album folklore. This poem is based on the song "august" and is a letter from Augustine to James that how he left her to reconcile with his ex Betty, who he cheated on with Augustine.