Update: I thought i knew the meaning of happiness but then a followup happened to this case, where i tried to protect my humanity but miserably failed. I talked about this in my another poem titled "Happiness".
standing on a cliff, waving at the shipdrought hit eyes, a sorrow endinghappiness in goodbye, never destinedlessons learned, pages turneda new chapter waiting for his returnfive steps back and five steps forwardamorous story and re-emergence